Last night I started bleeding and thinking maybe its finally time...but still nothing. Today if I haven't had a stomachache I've had a headache. I'm so crabby. I'm tired of cleaning up the mess my kids makes at the table. That's about all the work I've had to do yet I'm tired of it, especially when I don't feel good. I am so tired of waiting, waiting, waiting and I know people are praying yet I just don't see anything being answered. I'm just fed up right now. When will the Lord end this physical part so we can move on??????
Friday, February 23, 2007
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Hopefully it will be over soon. Your hormones are probably changing now too, which could be a factor in the crabbyness.
I hope you will deliver soon, this must be so extremely exhausting for you :( You continue to be in my thoughts and prayers.
Anna D
Hang in ther Jamie. I can't imagine how hard it is. I am with you with the crabbyness and I don't have anything else going on. You have every right to be emotional and crabby, you are going through a lot. Take care of yourself and we'll keep praying.
Shari
Hi! This may be a bit weird, but I feel I HAVE to write to you. I came across Amie's blog through dotmoms about 2 years ago, and in the past week I have been linking over to your blog. My heart is aching for you... and a part of me feels a bit crazy for even typing this because we've never met and I live on the other side (almost) of the world (Australia), but I just wanted to let you know that yet another person is praying for you. Our babies were due on the same day, and I lost my little one on Boxing Day, my eigth baby not to make it. I have two gorgeous, precious boys (6 & 17 months), yet my arms still ache to hold another baby. It's not a matter of not being happy and content with the family we already have - as someone very strangely put to me. I simply believe that I am a mother with a desire to mother whoever God sends my way, and it is so, so sad to lose a baby, whatever the circumstances. My husband says 'no more' - we have 10 + years on you guys - and I am devastated. Part of me says he's being responsible and practical, but there's a huge part of me fighting this arguement - it's almost like I'm fighting to bring this person that I know exists, or should exist - to life. I really hope that God will bring you great peace very soon, and that he WILL bless you with the babies that are meant to fill your arms. With my sincerest best wishes, Naomi.
Jamie,
We are praying for you as well. My heart sank when I read your posts (I have not surfed in a while), but what an amazing thing to see how many are holding your family up in prayer. I know it does not help, but I know what you are going through and I am praying for you.
In Christ,
Angel
I am so sorry you are going through this. I am still praying for you!
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