Spilling The Beans & Stepping Out in Faith

Remember a few posts back I asked you to pray for something? Well, I thought I'd finally share it. We are in the process to adopt a child from Liberia. I ask you to pray that this goes smoothly (as smooth as an adoption can go). I ask you to pray for the finances. Adoption costs a ridiculous amount of money and we are totally stepping out in faith here. We're in the military and we don't have extra funds lying around to just up and adopt a child. But God has called us to this point and we are trusting in Him. We know that if it is His will then He will help us to provide. Pray also for the children in Liberia. I will be sharing some of what we're learning as the days, weeks and months unfold. Pray for the people who will help us through the process- from the prayer warriors to the social workers to the adoption agency to the INS workers. I also have written something that I would like to share soon with you all (probably in increments as it is long). Unless I figure out a way I can send a link to it... This is a huge step, an exciting yet scary road we will travel. Thank you for your support and love! Not all have been supporting at this point and that is difficult, especially when it is people close to us. Which I why I will share and pour out my heart to you.

I will leave you with some facts about Liberia. In 1989 a civil war broke out, being rated as one of the most deadly wars in Africa. There's no electricity, running water or mail service. People are suffering from malnutrition and lack of medical care. Babies and others die daily from the disease and conditions that run rampant in that country. The population is about 3 million with a life expectancy about 40 years old. The country is hurting and in need of not only food and medical care, but most importantly they're in need of a Savior, Jesus.

Little Man, "Dad, when I get married and my girl kisses me when the music is on should I slap her mouth?"

No idea where that came from but just had to share!!! LOL The things kids come up with! And no, Zach does not kiss me and then slap me on the mouth!

Weekend Recap

I can't believe the weekend is almost over! It seems like it just began! We must not have done much on Friday because I don't remember what we did. I think the only times I went out of the house all week was when we went to the library Monday night and Tuesday morning and then again I went to a Mom's Night Tuesday night. It was so nice staying home, especially considering this week I will be gone every single day (and I'm not used to that).

Yesterday we took out the pool in the morning after realizing it was about 100 degrees out. We filled it up and ran errands only to come home to pouring rain. It stopped and looked like it may clear up, but then we had quite the thunderstorm! So, swimming was out of the question. I had a friend from church over for dinner (her husband is out working in the ocean) and we had a fun night of fellowship. We also had the 'Kirby salespeople' come to our door. I was still in my pj's (at 11 am) so I had Zach answer. Of course they don't come right out and say they're selling Kirby's (we already have one) and I find the woman's voice getting closer and closer. I walk into the living room and she is just standing in my house! And Zach didn't invite her in! And she was pretty much exposing her breasts to the world. So I walked in there and said, "We already have a Kirby" but that doesn't satisfy them. They need to know what model. Who cares? I'm not buying your Kirby!?!? Good thing we had errands to run...we didn't need another demonstration. Zach is real hesitant (I am too) about door-to-door salespeople since we recently discovered we were scammed. If anybody comes to your house selling magazines DO NOT BUY THEM.

Anyway, today after church we went to the cemetery and then came home and got to play in the pool. This week we have VBS every day. Not just every day, every day at 8 am. That's right, 8 am. I homeschool, people. We're usually not out of bed by 8 am! How I will manage to get us ready and out the door to be at the church in time is beyond me! It'll be fun, I know, but I'm sure I'll be exhausted by Friday! Friday we're supposed to close on our house (we're refinancing). Not to mention I've got oodles of errands to run, phone calls to make, etc). But, then we'll see another week over, another week closer to the finish line of 1st grade!

Something else we've been up to...working on potty training.

CAN I GET A WITNESS?

I've been a-singin' that song in my head by DC Talk since yesterday. Yesterday I got to baby-sit for my friend, Angela. She has two kiddos. While playing in the afternoon Princess began to ask her 5 year old if he knew Jesus. She was telling him all about Jesus. It was the sweetest thing. This is how Princess is. She's always concerned about people's salvation- whether they know Jesus or not. I love her zeal for the Lord and her desire for others to know about Him. Cuddly boy enjoyed helping with the baby. He would bring me a bottle or pacifier to help out. I'm telling you, we need a baby in this house! It wasn't even bad adding 2 more into the bunch! I thought, "Boy, I can handle 5!" I will admit that by bedtime I was exhausted!

Pluggin' Along

So far its not as bad as I feared. My week that is. I thought I'd be losing it left and right! I thought I'd be duct taping my kids to the wall! Not really;) You've seen that email or picture floating around, haven't you? We are plugging along at school and actually seeing progress- both in learning and in almost being done. The past two days I've just sat the boys in front of a movie while I taught Princess. I hate doing that but it works SO much better! They don't fight and they aren't in here causing a raucous and making a racket that I have to shout over! Monday night we went to the library as a family. I signed the kiddos up for the summer reading program. Princess read at least 10 books THAT night! The next morning was the puppet show (Jack and the Beanstalk), so I decided I'd take them and we also had to get more books. This girl can't stop reading (kinda like her mom). I even earned more 'Cool Mom Points' by letting them play in the sprinkler yesterday- in their clothes! That's about all we've been up to. God has really laid something heavy on my heart the past couple of days- heavier than normal. So if you could just pray that HE leads us. I'll share more about it another time.

Back to that thing called REALITY (and no I don't mean TV)

Yep, tomorrow is the day of going back to reality. Zach goes back to work and we will try to do some school. Fun. It was such a nice, relaxing break and vacation. Normally after almost three weeks I'm ready to THROW Zach out the door, but this time is different. It has been wonderful having him home. He is such a great husband and really helps with the kids. I know that *I* am the helpmeet but HE is a wonderful helper to me. He bathes them often (we've taken turns while on vacation but normally he's the one to do it). He also feeds them breakfast and lunch for the most part. I know there are some dads out there who don't do any of this. Zach is wonderful and it is nice for me to not have to do it all. This past week at home we did so many fun things- went bowling with our homeschool group, swam in our pool, had a picnic in the backyard, went for a walk, played games. It was nice. We're also in the process of refinancing and selling on eBay so we've been pretty busy! I just feel SO totally blessed by the family God gave me. Even though my children tend to drive me crazy I am so blessed to even have children! I'm reading Terri Camp's book, "I'm Going to Be the Greatest Mom Ever! (Even if it Kills Me). I have read it before but just wanted a boost. It is hilarious but also so encouraging. Last night I was just CRACKING up at her talking about what a good Christian wears, especially a good Christian homeschooler. JUMPERS!!! I must not be that 'good Christian homeschooler' because I do NOT wear jumpers. Even Zach was laughing about it. It's a great book- even if you don't homeschool. She makes you laugh but also puts things into perspective. This poem that she wrote really struck me and I wanted to share it with you all.

The Mirror

I look into my mirror

and wonder what You see.

Do You see godliness

deep inside of me?

Or do You see someone

who just cares about her hair?

Do You see a person

who doesn't really care?

Do You see the extra

pounds of fat?

Or, do You really care about that?

Do You see a person

who has a holy fear,

For a precious Savior

that she holds so very dear?

Do You see a person

whose heart is pure?

Do You see a person

who knows you, for sure?

As I look in my mirror,

help me to see,

The kind of person

You want me to be.

This is what I need to remember throughout my week. I need to have a pure heart. I need to be the person that He wants me to be. I need to be godly. I must admit I'm nervous about Zach going back to work. Will I flip out at the littlest things again? Or can I slowly take a breath, breathe a quick prayer and use patience? I'm praying that I will be the Godly mother that the Lord desires. Have a blessed week!

Oops

I forgot to tell you what Thursday was... Have any idea? Aw, come on and take a guess. Clueless? Well, it was 2 years since I began blogging! TWO YEARS!!! It seems like just yesterday! So, for you lurkers- come out, come out wherever you are. Leave me a comment!!! Let me know you read! Just. Say. Something. Comments are cool. We blogger's love our comments. You don't even need to have an account- just be anon- you can leave your name if you want but you don't have to. I know some of my family reads but doesn't comment...who else is out there???

Trip Part 3- Georgia

We have friends that we were stationed with in N.C. that live in Augusta so we thought it would be fun to visit them. They've had two children since we last saw them! Not to mention their oldest is now a teenager! That was weird! We had a nice visit with them. The kiddos had a blast playing outside on the trampoline! We woke up Thursday morning to go to that breakfast place my kids love. Well, when I was in the shower Princess ended up puking. Great. She said her stomach hurt because she was so hungry, but I'm not so sure that was the case.

While at the infamous breakfast place Cuddly Boy took a drink of his OJ and the next thing I know, he's puking. The rest of the time there he just lay in my lap. Then when we arrived back at our friend's house he puked again. So, I had he and Princess lay by me and kept my eye on them. I didn't want them running around as I had no idea what was going on. Well they were fine, no more incidents, and nobody else was sick either. Although all that day my stomach really hurt, but I wonder if it was just psychological (I see puke and feel sick). Thankfully whatever it was didn't pass all around! But because of that I didn't want to drag my kids here, there and everywhere so we didn't' really do much. The kids did have fun playing together though and Kim and I went and got a pedicure and we also went out to lunch. The guys had the pleasure of staying with all 7 kids! They're great;)

Friday was a busy day. We went on a homeschool 'field trip' with them to a farm. What a blast!!! We got to feed & pet horses, see llamas, feed sheep and cows, chase chickens and go on a hayride! It was really neat and very informative. We all enjoyed it. We also went out to lunch and went for ice cream. Zach wanted to do some shopping and we were able to get more RAM for our laptop! That evening Kim and I went to a scrapbook crop. I didn't have pictures or anything with me (I don't even scrapbook although I do have quite a few supplies) but I listened as the lady talked, got to meet Kim's friends and eat some WONDERFUL food (I think the lady said it was Hungarian Goulash, though nothing like the goulash we make). I ended up coming back home and calling a local Creative Memories lady to purchase their Power Sort Box. It stores tons of pictures and I figure if we have to evacuate for a hurricane (I hope not) then its alot more convenient to have to take that than numerous photo albums.

We were planning on staying at their house until Monday or Tuesday but ended up leaving Saturday. I had back issues the whole time I was gone (probably from sleeping on so many different beds). Plus I just missed being home and relaxing at home. Zach was anxious to get home too. We thought about going to Six Flags on the way home- we even had tickets where the kids could get in for free- but we opted out. It was a holiday weekend and I figured it would be crazy busy. It was so nice to come home and just chill out. Not to mention sleeping in my own bed!

We had a good time visiting with old friends! It always amazes me how much their children grow! Everybody we saw really had changed in some way, although they also looked the same (if that makes sense). It was such a good trip, but I love being home. I haven't done much of anything all week. Guess I'm still in vacation mode;) Zach doesn't go back to work until Monday so I figure until then I'm on vacation too! I'll post the pictures from Georgia tomorrow as they are on the other computer.

Georgia Pictures

Trip Part 2- South Carolina

We headed out of North Carolina and went to S.C. and checked out Shaw AFB. It was a really nice base, but the housing wasn't the best we've seen (but we're picky). They had a really nice park there (some of the pictures were taken there) with a lake/pond that you could fish in. We saw so many turtles swimming in there- it was really neat. Then we headed to Columbia where we FINALLY found a hotel. We fed the kids some dinner and went in search of Go-Karts. It was our anniversary and Zach wanted to play like a kid;) We found this cool park, with all sorts of things to do. We had fun on the Go-Karts and we also attempted to play mini golf. That was interesting with three little ones, especially when the park was closing soon. So after awhile Zach and I would take our turn and then we'd let the kids hurry through theirs at the same time- not really counting their strokes! Cuddly Boy would just hit his ball once and then go and put it in the hole and say, "My did it". It was pretty funny to watch us, I bet!

We stayed at a nice hotel- the bed was so super soft and so were the towels. The blankets on the bed looked brand new and not all nasty. After sleeping in TLF, or I should say not sleeping, we had a good nights sleep! We slept in real late to get our money's worth and then headed out for breakfast. My kids LOVE I-Hop. The one by our hotel was packed and we drove around looking for another with no luck. By that time we were downtown, which was our destination, and it was lunchtime. So, we grabbed some Mexican food and told the kids we'd do breakfast the next day. They weren't too pleased, but I'm sure they were hungry and they ate their food right up! Oh, after we grabbed the food we drove down the street to eat and lo and behold on the NEXT corner there was an I-Hop. I was going to keep my mouth shut, but Cuddly Boy noticed it right away!

We were parked right in front of the S.C. State House (capitol building). We got out and toured the grounds looking at all of the different statues. Then we went in. The architecture was amazing! We even got a lesson in 'government' as they were voting on something and we could hear them. We did venture up the steps a bit to take a look but I feared one of the kids shouting or something and didn't go too far. Not to mention all of the looks from those 'upper class' people. I could just see their mind working, 'Uh, what are people doing bringing that many children in here?'

We then went to EdVenture Children's Museum. That place was SO cool. Remember the membership my neighbor bought us for a Christmas gift to our local children's museum? Well, you can use it at other ones around the country- and this was one of them! It says its the South's largest children's museum. It was SO neat and even Zach & I had fun playing in there! There was so much to see and do- from milking a cow to driving a car. From changing a tire to painting a wall. And we can't forget Eddie- who you could climb in and see his organs, his heart beating, etc. It was amazing and I would even have paid to go there! After that we ventured into Georgia which will be Part 3! Stay tuned folks;)

South Carolina Pictures

Trip Part 1- North Carolina

The night before we left for the trip we discovered an error in our checkbook. You see, months ago Zach took over the bills (although I still try to balance the checkbook). Well, he had taken out more than he should have for our mortgage two months in a row so we had $900 extra!!! We barely had to use the credit card! God is so faithful (even in mistakes)!

I have taken so many pictures (400) that I decided to break our trip up into sections! I got to meet Christine on the way to Goldsboro and that was a delight. Our husband's had fun talking about guns, we had fun talking about childbirth, children and homeschooling, and our children warmed up to one another and had fun playing. It was so neat to actually meet in person somebody I felt like I already knew, a sister in Christ.

We made it to Goldsboro and the time just flew by. We saw our old friends, the Bishop's, who we were stationed with in Minot. I remember life before we were pregnant and Diana and I talking about having a baby and then we both got pregnant around the same time! Princess talks about marrying Alex, Diana's firstborn. We went to our old church and got to see many familiar faces. They even had a picnic afterwards and we got to visit with people we normally wouldn't have seen on the trip. We also had CARE group (although it was a totally different group) at Beth's house. I got to get out alone with Beth and do some shopping at TARGET and Old Navy! We ate some of our favorite foods while there and we even discovered a couple of new places. We had a picnic where the kids could play and I could visit with all the ladies. Poor Daddy got stuck watching the kids alot, but he really didn't mind. Some of our friends have moved since we lived there so he didn't exactly have alot of people to hang out with. We drove by our old house and drove by all the new housing they're building. Don't forget the swimming in Beth's backyard or the dinner with some other friends. Afterwards we had went to the park downtown. When we lived there I never really ventured to that park...it seemed so creepy. But, we had fun (except for the Mexican guy staring our way).

We stayed in TLF and let's just say we didn't sleep well. It is the same setup as the one here and Zach had fears of roaches trying to open his mouth at night (happened when we moved here). There were weird creaks in the walls at night and our sleep was hard to come-by, but it was worth it. It was so good to see familiar faces and meet people's children (most of the ladies were pregnant, along with me, when we moved).

It was hard to leave and there were tears in my eyes as I said good-bye to friends. Even though my home is here, in Mississippi (for now), part of my heart is still in North Carolina with the friends I have there. I am thankful to Zach for taking me on this trip. It was like therapy for me after a long hard beginning of the year. I feel so refreshed. I am so thankful. I am blessed.

North Carolina Pictures

Home

We made it home. We didn't plan on coming home this early but were really just wanting our own bed and home. It is SO GOOD to be home! I feel so refreshed! We made it home a little over an hour ago and we've already unpacked, bathed and put the kiddos to bed. I've done 2 loads of laundry also. I've showered and am so comfy. We really enjoyed our visits with all of our friends. Will have to update and have pictures up soon. Right now I'm going to relax!

Am I REALLY online???

Go figure that we FINALLY get our wireless to work. We've had this thing for over a year! Not sure what the deal was, but it is so nice to be online on vacation. I think I checked email twice briefly in like a week! That's probably the first time I've gone so long without being online since we've had Internet!

Tomorrow is our 8 year anniversary! We leave NC tomorrow and will do some sightseeing on our way to Augusta. We'll probably stay the night somewhere in SC and head to Augusta on Wed. We're having a great time seeing old friends who were like family to us. I will try to type more tomorrow or something, but I have a million things to do tonight.

I hope everybody is doing well and I can't wait to catch up on y'all!!

Hi Ho, Hi Ho, It's off to NC we go!

Tomorrow we are heading out of town to visit friends in North Carolina and Georgia. We will be visiting with my friend Beth among other old friends in NC, including my friend, Diana (we were stationed in Minot together). I'm also hoping to be able to visit with Christine for awhile. Though we've never met I feel like I know her! Then we'll head to Georgia to visit with my friend Kim. We may make a trip to Six Flags on the way back to MS but we're not yet sure. Everything isn't set in stone yet, so we're kinda up for anything! I'm really looking forward to getting away for awhile. I need a break from the normalcy of my life, and I'm praying that my visits with friends will uplift and encourage me (which I know they will).

Did you have a blessed Mother's Day? I hope so. Mine was a good one, though a bit difficult with the thoughts in my mind that I 'should' either have a baby or be pregnant with one. Our church service was awesome. We had Save-A-Baby Sunday and the goal was to get $4,000 to help save one baby through the local pregnancy crisis center. Well, we raised $10,000!!!! I was in tears! Praise God! The sermon was wonderful (as always) and the music minister sang a wonderful song that had me fleeing to the bathroom where I bawled for a good minute. We went out to lunch, went by the cemetery so I could 'visit' my baby and walked along the beach. On the way home it began to thunderstorm and I enjoyed seeing some beautiful lightning. I am so thankful to be a mother and have a mother. My mother sacrificed SO much for me- her entire life- and of that I am grateful. If it wasn't for her love for me from the time I was conceived I would not be here. I love her with a love unfounded and I hope that she knows just how much.

Oh, and our mother-daughter tea at church was such fun! When I get pictures (they had a photographer) I will be sure to post them!

Please be in prayer this week for my sister-in-law, Amie. She is scheduled for a c-section on Wednesday. You can read more about her pregnancy issues over the past few months at her blog. Pray for the safety of both her and her precious daughter. I cannot wait to get a phone call with the news we have a new niece! We love you and are praying for you guys, Amie!

With that said it is time for me to hop in the shower, run to the store, do school and pack. I doubt I will really be able to post while on vacation (if only our laptop had wireless service). I will miss reading your stories and words of encouragement but I will be back!

New 'Do

Well today I braved the 'world' and took all 3 kiddos with me when I got my hair cut. They were pretty well behaved, but you can tell when people aren't used to kids (such as the owner of the salon). While there I was a bit stressed about it all, but when I left I thought, "I don't care. Children are a blessing and the world needs to see that. They weren't bad, they were just being kids". So, anxious to see the new 'do? I decided to get a bob. I always love the fresh feeling of one, especially when the humidity begins! But Zach really likes my long hair, so I have no idea what he's going to say!

Homeschool Awards

Another Mommy's Day Contest!!!

Everyday Mommy is giving away a new blog design! How I would love for my blog to look more savvy and cool. Be sure to check it out!!!

Hump Day

I can't believe it is already Wednesday. Where has the week gone??? We are supposed to go on vacation next week and still don't have plans worked out! Which is kind of ok with me- I don't want to be too planned, but the people we will be visiting while on our trip will want to know things! Christine, we will be driving right by you and I REALLY want to meet you!

Monday Little Man had a fun birthday. We went to a playgroup, went to a toy store downtown where he picked out some gifts with some birthday money, had a picnic in the living room (he didn't want to have it in the backyard), opened gifts, ate cake and I think we watched a movie. He said he had a fun day and loves his toys! I still can't get over that he is 5 years old (especially with the fit he threw today).

Yesterday I took Cuddly Boy to get his cast off. He is not supposed to run, jump or climb for 4 more weeks. Impossible! He was so brave when they sawed that thing off- he even asked them to do it again! It looked like the bone was still a little cracked (to me) on the X-Ray, but at least he didn't have to be recasted! He's still getting used to walking on it and his poor skin is so dry so I've been lubing it up all day. Daddy took out the pool when he got home from work so that he could finally swim! I also went to view Bob Jones books as a rep was in our area. I always love to get my hands on the books and leaf through them before I decide to buy them. I'm still undecided what to do for history next year.

Today was our first normal day of the week and we are STAYING HOME! Sometimes it gets so overwhelming running around all of the time. Well, yesterday was nice because I only had Cuddly boy with me so I enjoyed our time together. We had our first normal day of school, our first normal day of fits, and our first normal day of naps. I cannot believe that both boys went for a nap with hardly a word! I LOVE it! And I NEEDED it! We're thinking of refinancing our home. We're in an ARM right now and it ends in July...which would make our payments skyrocket and our interest rate jump to like 8.6%!!! Originally (when we bought) we were only supposed to be here 3 years, so no problem. But, the Air Force had other ideas...so we've got to do something so we're not flat broke on our faces. Luckily I have a friend here who works with this stuff and I finally called her. I just pray it all works to our benefit- both now and in the long run.

Have a Happy Hump Day!!!

May Fun!

Happy Birthday Little Man

Today my Little Man is 5. I have no idea where the 5 years went...it seems impossible that he is already this age! I remember the day he was born as though it were yesterday! He has been such an added joy to our family and we're so thankful for him! Here are 5 things I love about my Little Man:
1. He is great at sharing. More often than not if he's playing with a toy Cuddly Boy wants he will give it up.
2. He's got such a 'big brother' heart. He can't stand it if his siblings get in trouble or get hurt. He is still upset about Cuddly Boy's broken leg! He's always the one telling us not to spank Cuddly Boy!
3. He has quite the imagination! He's always making up these words and naming his toys the most absurd names! I love hearing what he comes up with next!
4. He always makes us laugh. He can be quite the entertainer and busts quite the move!
5. You'll always hear him singing/humming a tune. What the song is only he knows. As he plays he loves to make noise, as though its a theme song in a Superhero movie!

Happy Birthday my dear Little Man!!! We LOVE you!!!

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Thank you, Thank you, Thank you

This week I have been so increasingly BLESSED. Monday morning I woke up and the two older kids and I had breakfast (the little one was still sleeping). Well, once Cuddly boy woke up for some reason Little Man threw the BIGGEST fit. It wasn't even 8 am and I had to deal with this annoyance. Boy, I was NOT a happy momma!

Well, as I was getting ready to walk on the treadmill my phone rang (second phone call in the morning- that NEVER happens THAT early). It was a lady from my homeschool group telling me she's coming over to help me. Ok. You see, I won't *ask* for help. I will put out prayer requests and be honest about how I am doing, but I'm just not the kind of person to ask for help. So, when somebody tells me they're helping me, that is right up my alley! And this lady didn't know I was like that, the Lord must have laid it on her heart. My children probably didn't remember her, but they took right to her. She took the boys outside while I did some school with Princess, then she played with Princess and Cuddly boy while I did some school with Little Man. It was SO helpful! Especially the way my morning began.

While she was here I think my phone rang about 5 more times- no exaggeration. Most of the people who called were from that same group. Then the doctor called. I tell you, I am blessed to have been under the care of him. All of my tests that they ran came back normal. I told him how I've been doing and he mentioned pastoral counseling and prayer, but also told me I could go on an anti-depressant if I wanted. He did say something to the affect of the prayer and counseling being more effective than the drugs. I was floored- a DOCTOR saying that! Normally they are SO quick to put you on the drug and that's it. But, for a doctor to talk about prayer...well, I was so happy to hear that I cried!

That afternoon we had to go to the dentist again. Since I was that way I stopped by the base to get some groceries. I ran into about 4 people there that I know. It was just so encouraging- first in the morning to be surrounded by phone calls, then to see ladies I know. I know God was watching over me that day.

Tuesday was probably the best day of the week as far as my 'mood'. I didn't yell as much and seemed to be able to handle the little things. That evening I went to a homeschool meeting/Mom's Night and was SO super blessed! I love those ladies!!!

Wednesday was just a day of schooling and cleaning. The house needed to be dusted, so I cleaned, cleaned and cleaned some more.

Today. Let me tell you, I am blessed. Another lady from that same homeschool group offered to treat me AND a friend to lunch while she and her granddaughter baby-sit our kids. This woman is older, a grandmother raising and homeschooling her granddaughter. I've seen her at Mom's Nights, but other than that don't know her *too* well, but totally trust her. So, today my friend Sara and I went to lunch at this little tea room downtown while Ms. Pat took my children to play at McDonald's and the park. She even bought them Happy Meals! I just feel SO blessed. That is true service, ya know? I came home feeling so much more relaxed and peaceful. Amazing what a lunch date with a good friend can do for a person! Not to mention free childcare and a free lunch. Thank you, God, for the wonderful women you've put into my life.

Awards

WOW! That is what I thought when I saw my comment from Anna that she gave me this award. I don't really consider my blog one that is thought provoking, like many others I read. I don't often offer Biblical insight or homeschool ideas like those I glean from other blogs. Therefore, I am in shock. But thankful. Thanks Anna! And, you are right. I am honest in my posts. Why hide behind a shiny, pretty facade. I am who I am. So, I am to give this award to five people. And my five people need to give it to five people and add the picture. I hope these ladies haven't already received the reward, and if so, sorry!

1. Teena- she is one of the most encouraging blogs I read. I 'knew' of her from an Above Rubies egroup well before I began reading her blog. I always receive such encouragement from her blog. And I love to hear stories of her children.

2. Christine- though I've never met her in person I feel like I know her. She has offered such prayers and encouragement on my behalf and been a true Sister in Christ. I have gotten many great homeschooling ideas from her posts, as well as encouragement about motherhood and life in general.

3. Paige- we went through so much of the same stuff at the same time. Her words echo my thoughts and feelings. Though I wish she didn't have to go through the same dark valley that I did, I'm thankful to have somebody who understand firsthand, and was right there in that same valley.

4. Lindsey- I know she has already been nominated for this, but she is so real and down-to-earth. She offers such insight to things that I never even think of.

5. Amie- she is my sister-in-law. She has 4 boys (ages 7 and under) and a baby girl on the way. She is on bed rest. I cannot fathom how she does it with 4 boys. I have a hard time with 2! Not only does she have a great blog and not only is she a great mom, but she is a great friend. We never tire of things to talk about and I'm blessed to have her as a 'sister'!

FINALLY...AT LAST...

Rumor has it that we are FINALLY getting a TARGET on the Gulf Coast (near to us). You have NO idea how many of us have been whining and complaining to have to drive 45 minutes to get to a Target. It's not like its a teeny tiny town! I sure hope this rumor comes true!

That Tag...I am Weird

Beth tagged me and here is what you're supposed to do- tell 10 strange/weird/interesting things about you and then tag 10 people. I just did this on my myspace, but I'm changing some of my answers on here. I made it private in myspace, only so my friends can see, because some of it is more personal. Also, some of my answers may not be weird to some of you homeschoolers who are also QF! So...now I get to think of some new ones... I know, I know, shouldn't be too hard considering how weird I am, but, well, it is hard...

1. I cannot swim real well and hate going in deep water.

2. I've always wanted a pet monkey.

3. Growing up I always had weird neighbors- one who said he was the Anti-Christ, one who peeked into my bedroom window through his bathroom window, and somebody who had been a Peeping Tom.

4. I didn't know how to cook until I was married. I could cook up a mean hot dog or box of macaroni and cheese in college, but beyond that I didn't know much. Now my husband deems me a fine cook;)

5. I have a social work degree yet am probably too conservative to ever be a social worker, if I had to be!

6. I never remember movies I've seen. I could look at the cover and read the back and still not remember if I've seen it. I have to ask Zach.

7. I HATE iced tea. Which may not be weird to you Northerner's, but living in the south, sometimes it seems like that is ALL they offer!

8. I had the biggest fear of living in the East and South. I thought you'd always see roaches skittering down the sidewalks and across floors- or flying straight for your forehead! Boy, was I disillusioned!

9. I obsessively wash my hands a million times a day- especially when I come home from somewhere- anywhere. I feel like they're so dirty and germy!

10. I have a fear of the dark. I have since I was a wee girl. Sometimes I lay in bed at night thinking I hear the noises of somebody breaking in or thinking I smell fire. It's from watching too many horror movies as a kid.

There ya have it. I'm too tired to think of anybody to tag, so if you decide to play along just let me know!

TERRIBLE!!!

I took two of the children to the library today. Little Man found the comic books. I fingered through the one he wanted and it didn't seem too bad. Well, Zach was just looking through it and it was filled with indecent pictures of women! Terrible. Little Man is disappointed he can't have his book. I'm disappointed that they make comics like this. I know nothing of comics, so maybe I'm just naive.

I also got to go to lunch and dessert with my friend Canaan. What a treat that was! We both needed to get away from our children. It is so weird how on the weekends I feel fine, but when the end of the week rolls around I'm a mess. Last night I took a nap on the couch and sulked for a long time. But today I feel ok. It's like Zach is my strength to get through my days. It really helps when he is here helping with the kids. And I know I need to make JESUS my strength, but it is so hard.

I didn't mention that we bought a treadmill last weekend. That is how I've been exercising every day- 7 days straight. Tomorrow I will take a break from it! It sure makes me feel better about myself physically.

I got to sit outside today, soak up some rays and also soak in the Word. It felt good. We haven't been outside much, despite the warm weather because a) the gnats here are TERRIBLE b) the lawn NEEDS to be mowed and I hate the kids playing when there are weeds everywhere (never know where a snake may be) c) I don't want Cuddly boy to get too much dirt in his cast! I can't wait until he gets it off so we can swim and play outside!!!

Have a great weekend! Oh yeah, I've been tagged by Beth and will try to get to it soon...

Welcome to da UP, eh?

Watch this video. It is hilarious. This happened in L'Anse, MI, where I used to live and where my parents still live. This happens to be my stepdad's boss! Quite the strange one, I'd say! I've never met the guy, nor do I intend to, but I couldn't help sharing this, as I couldn't stop laughing.

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Well, the week is flying by. Some moments are good, others not so good. Right now I am about to throw away all of the children's toys and books. The boys take out EVERY thing when I do school. It is very frustrating, especially when they take forever cleaning it up. Right now every book is off of the bookshelf in the closet. I purposely put things in the closet awhile ago so that they wouldn't get in there. I put a child thing on the doorknob, but they can still open it. So, tonight Zach will put a LOCK on the top of the door. At times I think my exercising and taking the St. Johns Wort is helping, but at other times I'm not so sure. I wish there were some magical cure for this, as one minute I could be fine, but the next I'm not. They say its 'normal' but for me it isn't normal and so I find myself getting more and more frustrated with how I am.

I forgot to say/post a Happy Birthday to my mom on Tuesday! She is now 50!!! Happy Birthday, Mom! I love you! I wish we could have been there to celebrate with her, but what can you do? I keep rubbing in that she is 50! She certainly doesn't look 50...she looks so much younger.

Cuddly boy had his first dentist appointment yesterday. He did fine. Well, he has to go back for his cleaning on Monday. Why they can't just make the cleaning the same day is beyond me. Talk about a waste of gas!

No big plans for our weekend. Our lawn needs to be mowed, the oil needs to be changed, the house cleaned, yet Zach will be spending Saturday watching The Draft. So, I will try to find something for the kids and I to do so I don't feel cooped up in the house yet another day! Well, I better go and clean up these books that are scattered everywhere...

War? Peace? Sanity?

Our weekend went pretty well. On Saturday the National Park here had an "Earth Day" celebration. We do not celebrate "Earth Day", but it sounded like a cool thing. The kids had fun. They got some free pencils, bookmarks, key chains and things like that. They also got to see a King Snake, baby alligator and turtle. They put the owl away just as we got up to the table to see it. We enjoyed ourselves. It was nice to do something free and something different.

That evening we had our Bunko thing at church. Zach really did not want to go, but he came and had fun. There were about 14 people there (I think). We had a great time eating, playing Bunko and fellowshipping!

Yesterday was filled with church activities, as usual. We're almost done with Awana for the year. Princess will still have choir until the end of May. It will be nice to have a break from being busy on Sundays. I like Sundays (after church) to be family days- a day of resting and spending time together.

This morning we went to playgroup at the park. We had a good time. I figured I'd better get out of the house while I have the chance. I fear losing it with the kids! I've been taking the St. Johns Wort, but with Zach here on the weekend my sanity is better than during the week, so I'm not quite sure if it is working. I have not been sleeping well at night though. My body sleeps but I feel like my mind is constantly going. I've also started to exercise so I hope that will help me to feel better. This afternoon I'm not doing too well in the patience department and so I'm wondering if that stuff is even working. Stupid little things just get on my nerves. I hate feeling this way!!

Friday

So, I went to the doctor. Actually, I think I saw a nurse practitioner. A sweet older lady. I guess I have a dense mass on my head...explains the denseness! There's really not much to be done. I didn't really pursue it too much though, either. I just wanted it checked more for reassurance. I had to ask to be weighed. I knew I weighed more than normal and my clothes hardly fit. My butt and thighs seem so huge and I've been disgusted with myself. Well, I have about 8-10 extra pounds on me. So, I ventured over to freecycle asking if anybody has a treadmill. It's worth a shot. I wanted to cry when I saw the scale though! Now, most people say, "You're not fat" or "You're tall" or "I wish I was as skinny as you". But, you know when your body has extra weight on it. And when you're dealing with enough the last thing you want is to feel fat and terrible about your body. Anyway, this lady and I talked for awhile. She offered for me to go on some sort of depression medication. She thinks I'm suffering from PPD. I began taking St. John's Wort this morning. Even before I took it I just felt better when I awoke today. But, she listened and talked and even told me she thinks I'm really pretty. I don't normally get something like that when I go to a doctor appointment, much less anywhere. Not that I think I'm ugly and I don't remember how it came up (probably me complaining about my weight), but it is always nice to be complimented!

I now have a sore throat and drainage. My ears hurt. Princess has been extremely tired yesterday and today. I'm hoping we're well as tomorrow night our Sunday School class is having a fellowship and playing Bunko.

I seem to have emails disappearing out of my box for some reason. Slowly but surely. I know I've received a few and I go back to look for them but can't find them anywhere! So, if I email you asking to resend something, please forgive me!

Did I mention before that Zach has leave in May & June? We don't want to drive all the way home to MI. We'd love to see family but that drive is terrible. So, after throwing out some ideas I *think* we're going to head to Georgia to visit my friend, Kim. I recently mentioned her in another post- we were stationed together in North Carolina. THEN, on from Georgia I think we'll head to North Carolina to see our old friends there. I miss you all SO much and I think this will do me a world of good! It's not definite, but I think it will happen!!! If any of you are on the way, let me know! I'd love to meet some of you guys!

Family Times

The other night we played a few games together as a family. A lady I know is moving away and has blessed us with books, workbooks and games. We played Cariboo and Sequence Jr. Both were fun! Cuddly Boy won both games we played of Cariboo. While it was real simple for Princess, it got the boys to think about numbers, colors or shapes. They love Sequence Jr. Daddy even made popcorn for them- so it was a real treat!

Last night Princess and I made cookies. When my mom was here I found out Princess' favorite type of cookies are No-Bake Cookies. So, that is what I decided to make. As we were making them I was thinking of asking her who she'd like to bring some to and before I could say anything she asked if we could bring some to her friend Alex who lives down the street. She's got such a huge heart for giving! It makes me so proud!

My Boys

Books

I have recently been addicted to reading Nicholas Sparks books. Normally when I read fiction I stick to Christian material. But, awhile ago I read 'The Notebook' and 'The Wedding'. So, I've ventured further and now I'm hooked. It takes me about 2-3 days to finish one of his books! I've also recently read 'Forever' by Karen Kingsbury and 'A Promise for Ellie' by Lauraine Snelling. It seems there are others I've recently read but I can't remember off-hand. Zach just read 'The Saint' by Ted Dekker in like 3 days (a record for him). It must have been good. I have all these books sitting on my shelves waiting to be read yet I keep borrowing from the library! When I bought the Snelling book I didn't realize it was a new series, a break-off of the 'Red River of the North Series'. When I discovered those books I had to read them just because I'd lived in North Dakota and it was neat to see the different towns they talked about and know where they were or that I had been there. I also have a list of non-fiction books I'd like to read, including 'The Sweater Letter'.

I love to read and my passion has taken off into my daughter. She checked out this almost 300 page book from the library with Princess stories. It was big print and had pictures, but she finished that book in no time at all. But, when I asked her what the stories were about I was disappointed when she told me that in one of them "Belle could feel the future". I looked at the book and sure enough, there was a gypsy and she took Belle's hand and asked about the future. So, we had a lesson on that and straightened out that only God knows the future! Guess I need to pre-read her books to make sure she's not reading things we don't want her to!

**On a different note, Little Man is feeling much better today and has eaten all day. While my stomach has hurt off and on since yesterday afternoon I'm feeling fine at the moment. So far the other children seem fine too. But Zach is dealing with sinuses or allergies. Oh, the joys! Friday I go to the doctor to get my head checked. I have a bump on my head that I've had for like 2 1/2 years from when I had a seizure and hit my head on the floor at Wal-mart. At last I'm going to get it checked out because I hate seeing it on my forehead. Nobody notices it unless I point it out, but I know its there and I see it every time I look in the mirror. I just pray they can find out why it hasn't gone away and what we can do about it!**

Is this CRAP ever going to END????

This morning Little Man said his belly hurts. He's been laying around all morning. He doesn't have a fever but he just doesn't look good. Princess is now saying her belly hurts, but I'm not sure if she's just saying it. She seems fine and is fighting with Cuddly boy. I seriously don't know how much more I can take of things going wrong. This is getting so old and frustrating and I just have no more strength to deal with whatever comes next. Why does my family have to live so far away???? Anyway, I'm running to the library to get my books I put on hold and hopefully they'll just lay around the rest of the day, behave and let me drown myself in my books (the only way I seem to 'cope' lately).

Update: Little Man didn't eat lunch. We ran to the library, but didn't quite make it there in time without him puking all over himself. At least it was contained on himself, but he didn't like that. I ran in the library and got paper towels to clean him with (since we were just about there it made more sense than just turning back home- he wanted to be cleaned). I was on E and fearful that we'd run out of gas. I got stuck behind every slow vehicle imaginable. Made it home with no gas in the van (was going to stop and get some until he puked). Cleaned up the boy, the seat and I'm airing out the van. Then change Cuddly Boy and his diaper looks like that of a nursing baby. So, is he next? How much more can I take?????

Results

This morning my doctor called. I guess the chromosome test they did on Malachi couldn't really show anything (probably because the baby had been dead for awhile). So, the doctor ordered some more tests to be done on me and since I was headed that way anyway I decided to get the blood drawn today (I HATE needles). In a way, I want there to be a problem with me, so I would know how to 'fix' it in future pregnancies. But I really think that there isn't anything wrong. I do already have 3 healthy children, after all.

The two older ones had dental appointments today. My children are weird- they LOVE the dentist. They did great and have no cavities. Little Man's tooth is due to hitting it at some point and I'm to watch it, but it looks ok so far (no abscess). I am so thankful for that! Next week I'll take Cuddly boy for a dental appointment- it will be his first one.

I'm still in my 'mood'. At times I feel 'fine', but other times I just wanna blow up or crawl in a hole or something. I guess maybe it is still grief and all that. I don't really know, but I feel like a basket case a lot of the time. I hate feeling that way, but I can't seem to change it. But, like always, I press on and I'll get through it all.

My 'Perfect' World

While cleaning Little Man up from dinner last night he says, "Mommy, you never play with me in my room." I could feel the knife cut deep to the heart. Then Princess pipes up, "Yeah, you never come and play Barbies with me." Twist that knife and the bleeding is severe. Talk about adding to the guilt I already feel.

Last night Cuddly Boy woke up crying. So, I went to sleep with him because I thought I'd just be there a short while and be able to go and enjoy my bed. Have I mentioned that I haven't slept well all week as he's been waking at night? Or that my back is KILLING me? So, he just does not want to fall back to sleep. He's tossing and turning, playing with my hair which tickles my face. He's laying half on me and I'm on the edge of the bumpy, most uncomfortable mattress I've ever slept on. Finally I went back in my bed...it was almost 5 am. So I probably got about 3 hours of sleep. And I wanna be a good, patient mommy today, but with so little sleep? I just feel like a bear about to erupt. I hate it. I hate it. I hate it.

As I was laying there, endlessly thinking and wallowing in self-pity I had a thought. Here it is...

If life were differently, this is how my day would go. I'd wake up about 4:30 am to spend time with Zach, make him breakfast and a lunch for work before he headed off for the day. Maybe we'd even pray together. I'd go back to sleep after he went to work and wake up before the children, maybe about 7, so I could read my Bible and pray, take a shower and just enjoy a quiet morning. And when I got dressed I'd feel beautiful and clothes would fit me. Around 8 the children would awaken and I'd greet them with smiles and hugs and cook them a good breakfast instead of them eating cereal. While eating breakfast we'd read the Bible together and pray. We'd clean up the kitchen together, get them dressed and make their beds. We would then begin our school time, first reading together and then working on individual lessons. Then we'd play, paint or bake something together. We'd make and eat lunch together and then have a quiet time in our beds. We'd get up and maybe head outside or to the park or to play with some friends. We'd come home and I'd get dinner started, teaching Princess how to cook. Zach would come home, we'd all greet him and talk about our day. We'd sit down for a nice dinner together, enjoying the company and conversation at the table. We'd clean up together and then we'd sit and read the Bible, pray and read, maybe a classic (we're trying to read Moby Dick). We'd play (including mommy playing with the children), take baths, pray and tuck in the children. Zach and I would have some time together and we'd pray for the children and spend time cuddling, watching a movie, playing a game or something. And this would be our 'perfect' day. We'd have no fighting over toys, sassy words, fits or disobedience- on both the parents and childs part. All would be happy and honky-dory. If this were a perfect world. A woman can dream, can't she? And that is what I was doing last night and I lay there trying with all my might to sleep.

I can't remember where I saw a link for this post as I've read so many blogs tonight. But, this post describes exactly what I'm yearning...go see for yourself. If only you, my blogging friends, lived right down the street!

The Battle Within

Note: This email contains things I've been struggling with. It comes from my heart and has not been proofread to be put in proper paragraphs, so it may jump from one subject to another.

Today marks a month that we laid Malachi's little body in the ground. In ways it seems like just yesterday, but it also feels like ages ago. I feel like life just continues (which it does), but I also feel like sometimes I don't want to move on. I feel like I just want to sit and think about my baby- what he would have been like, who he would have looked like, what it would feel to hold him in my arms, to comfort and nurture him. And I won't ever get those times to cherish with him. I feel like the rest of the world has forgotten that we recently lost him. Life just continues on as normal, and there is no mention of Malachi. Which is fine, at times. I don't expect him to be brought up in every conversation or email but he is never far from my thoughts. Even my children talk about him less and at times it grieves me. Just yesterday Little Man asked if I had another baby in my belly. Oh, how I wish. I keep thinking that in a 'perfect' world I already would have had the baby I lost back in August, so we'd be enjoying a baby in our home. In a 'perfect' world if that baby hadn't been formed then I'd be 24 weeks pregnant with Malachi. I'd be feeling him move, kick and hiccup. In a 'perfect' world Cuddly Boy wouldn't have broken his leg, because if Malachi hadn't died we would have gone to that friend's house back in February and not Monday when his leg got broken. Of course, this isn't a perfect world, but you do think of things like that (at least I do).

For the most part I am ok. I don't constantly think of Malachi (who has time with three other children). And that bothers me. I know I shouldn't be consumed with thoughts of him, but sometimes I feel like I should think about him more. Sometimes I feel like maybe I'm being punished by my babies being taken away and with Cuddly Boys leg. Maybe I'm not a good enough mom. I yell too much and don't discipline properly. I don't get down on the floor and constantly play with them. Sometimes I spend more time on the computer than doing things with my family. All of this eats away at me at times and I wonder if I'm just not cut out to be a mom and if I will even be blessed with more babies. I'm having the hardest time even picturing anymore babies in our family and that bothers me too. I'm fearful to get pregnant again (and don't anticipate 'trying' for awhile), but at the same time my heart and arms ache to hold a baby- MY baby- in my arms. I keep hearing news of other ladies expecting, and while I'm thrilled I'm also angry, jealous and sad. Why them? Why not me? Am I undeserving? Then all of that guilt sets in again about possibly not being a good enough mother. Or wife. I know there are things I should be doing that I don't do. There are things I do that I shouldn't. I know it all and yet I can't seem to change. Will I ever change? I know God wants better things of me, but how? When will I wake up and change my ways? You'd think I'd already have had a wake-up call.

Sometimes I feel forgotten. So many phone calls, cards, emails, visits in the 'thick' of our storm. But now? My phone barely rings. My inbox isn't as full. Visits? What are those? You see, my heart still hurts for the one I lost. Like I stated earlier, I feel like everybody else has forgotten. They don't have to live with the knowledge that their body is not as it should be. Which is a whole other problem of mine. I feel so fat. I hate my body. After all, it can't seem to continue a pregnancy when it should. My thighs are becoming thunderous...every step I feel like the boom, boom, boom gets louder. My waist disgusts me. Normally I have a baby, nurse and am tiny. Well, the past two times I've been pregnant, lost the baby, and while not gaining too much weight, I've also not been able to lose it. And it makes me mad. If I'm not pregnant, then I want to be skinny and to feel good about my body.

Another thing that has been bothering me is my social life, or lack thereof. What is a social life? How do homeschool moms socialize??? I know there are park days, field trips, etc, but what if those don't work out? I think I feel lonely. You see, in North Carolina and North Dakota I had close friends. Sometimes I think I have them here, but not always. Well, my friend, Angie, has been a dear to me and always calls to check up on me (and I appreciate that, Ange). But she's moving this summer. So, then what? Why can't I seem to just have at least 1 good friend. Somebody to talk to when times are tough. Somebody to pop in on spur of the moment. To share lunches, play dates, laughs and tears? In NC I had a friend, Kim. We were always together- our children always playing. I know life is busier as I have added on a child since then, in addition to having 'school' now, but homeschool moms still have close friends, don't they? Maybe I'm just feeling sorry for myself today. I miss my friends, my family, my babies. I feel inadequate in my life right now, like I just can't get a handle on things and do what I should be doing.

I just wanted to be honest. On the outside, I look ok. I look normal and sound like things are fine. And sometimes they are. But, I just feel such an inner battle right now. And I hate it. And I hate that I'm burdening you all with more of my woes. Well, if you don't like it, then just quit reading my blog...because its MY blog!

School

Right now, Princess is copying the Preamble to the Constitution. Did I tell her to do this? No, she asked if she could write it! She LOVES history, just like her daddy. Today we talked about George Washington, the Declaration of Independence and the Constitution. I love watching her fascination as I read facts to her.

Little Man has amazed me the past few days. When my mom was here she asked him if he could write his name, and she spelled out the letters and he wrote them down. Besides the J being backwards he did an awesome job! We bought the three Explode the Code Primers for him and I started that with him yesterday. Thanks for telling me about those, Canaan. He loved it and he even knew what sound F said (I was amazed). I just never really think he pays attention, and here he does.

Poor Cuddly Boy is trying to adjust to his cast. He scoots himself all over the house on his bottom and sometimes I'll find him crawling with his casted leg trailing behind. It is so pathetically sad, yet cute. Makes me think of a baby! At times he still says he doesn't want it on him, but hopefully he'll get used to it. I think he is killing my back though. Yesterday afternoon my back really started hurting. I couldn't figure out if I was getting sick and achy or if it is from carrying him around. I really think its from trying to carry him. It will be nice when he starts walking on it! I was able to get the dentist appointments moved up to Monday. Thanks for everybody's advice on that!

More Pictures

How?

Well, we were playing at a friends house. I'm not sure exactly what happened as I didn't see it. Little Man said 'the boy' kicked Cuddly Boy (which wouldn't break a leg). Cuddly Boy said he was pushed and the other boy said that he was carrying him and dropped him. Which makes the most sense, and being that the other boy is the oldest I think I tend to believe it. So, I think he fell on his leg when he was accidentally dropped. He was up 3-4 times last night and I barely slept! I have a splitting headache and my throat really hurts. I have attitude problems with my other two today and poor Cuddly Boy keeps saying he wants his cast off. He still won't walk on it yet, but will at times stand on it. And he is able to scoot around on his bottom a bit, but mostly I have to carry him everywhere. Which is fine, I'm sure in time he'll be walking and happy as usual. The house has never stayed as clean as it is since he's been able to move around!!! Anyway, thanks for your prayers. Hopefully I'll get to pictures this afternoon.
**Update: Little Man's front tooth seems to be turning black for some reason. It doesn't hurt him, it appears a bit loose and is coloring. It is very strange. I need to call the dentist, but he has an appointment in less than 2 weeks anyway, so I may just wait. Princess has a small rash on the side of her face. Seems we're all falling apart!

What's NEXT????

That is what we're asking ourselves tonight. This afternoon, Cuddly boy broke his leg. Poor boy has got a cast covering his entire leg. I will update more later as I have pictures I want to post and all, but I just wanted to ask you all to pray. He's gotta wear it for 4 weeks. Now, I can't imagine this active 2 year old in a cast, but the doctor said it won't stop him from running around!

The Rest of the Week...

We've been keeping busy and having fun but I wanted to write a bit. A few nights ago we did some Resurrection eggs. I found the idea in Little Man's school book and had to try it. Here is what you do:

Gather 12 plastic eggs and number them 1-12. Fill each with the corresponding message, scripture and small item as listed below. Open the eggs in order, and discuss how each relates to the scripture. (I had the eggs for the children to find, since we don't do 'Easter').

1. Jesus rode into Jerusalem on a donkey. The people waved palm branches. Matt. 21:1-11 Piece of a palm branch

2. Mary poured expensive perfume on Jesus' head. John 12:2-8 Small cloth with perfume

3. Jesus shared the Last Supper with His disciples. Matt. 26:17-19 Piece of cracker or cereal

4. Judas betrayed Jesus for 30 pieces of silver. Matt. 27:3 Three dimes

5. Jesus carries His own cross. John 19:17 A cross

6. Soldiers place a crown of thorns on Jesus' head. John 19:2 Small, thorny branch

7. Soldiers cast lots for Jesus' clothes. John 19:23 Swatch of fabric

8. Jesus was nailed to the cross. John 19:18, 37 A nail

9. They gave Jesus vinegar mixed with gall on a sponge to drink. Matt. 27:34 Piece of sponge

10. Spices were used to prepare Jesus for burial. John 19:40 Some whole cloves

11. The stone covering Jesus' tomb was rolled away. John 20:1 A small rock

12. The tomb was empty- Jesus was alive! Matt. 28:6 (Leave egg EMPTY)

I thought this was so much fun and so did the kiddos! Today we are going to make Resurrection cookies. We've never made these before and it will be neat to see them in the morning!

We went to New Orleans on Thursday. Got stuck in major traffic over a bridge as they were doing some roadwork, so that put us over an hour behind when we should have gotten there. Oh well, we still had a really great time, as you can see from the slide show. We even ran into some friends from church there! My mom had never been to NO, not like it is much to see, especially since Katrina. We drove through the French Quarter and even drove down Bourbon street. I love the architecture of the buildings, but it is not the safest or Godliest place, that is for sure! Those balconies with the plants hanging...ah, it was beautiful!

Yesterday Zach and my mom went to shoot his 9 mm. If you know my mom, you know she likes to hunt, but she's not too familiar with a handgun! It was so nice that they went and did something like that- the first time ever! They're definitely improving on mother/son-in-law relations!

Then last night Zach & I went on a date. Thanks to Christine, my dear sister in Christ (whom I've never met in person), for the gift card for Cracker Barrel. So, we went to eat and then walked around Barnes & Noble. I know, I know, how geeky- but it was a totally free date! Free baby-sitter (Nanny), free dinner, free browsing the books. Boy, could I spend a lot of money in a bookstore! Zach wanted to go to the movies but we really couldn't afford that. And we didn't just want to come back home! After we got home we put the kids to bed and played Life and Scrabble. I, of course, won both times. No conceit going on here;)

This morning my dear mother cleaned my oven. It was so gross. I really need a self-cleaning oven, but at least I have one that works! I am so thankful that she did that for me. I couldn't do it when I was pregnant and I just didn't feel like doing it. She is such a wonderful mom!

Not sure what the plans are for the rest of the day. We were supposed to garage sale, but there weren't any advertised, plus it is so chilly out. I know Kelly is supposed to be driving through our area this weekend, so I may possibly get to meet her!

Hope you all have a blessed Resurrection Sunday! He is Risen!!!

At the Aquarium!

Pictures from the Weekend

Here is Princess- the birthday girl!

Cuddly boy had fallen asleep under his bed twice in a row- so I had to capture a picture. It was actually dark in the room when I took this!

Cuddly boy enjoys hanging like a monkey!

Little Man really enjoyed the monster truck at Chuck E. Cheese!

Princess!

Little Man

Daddy and Cuddly Boy enjoying some jet skiing!

Princess and Nanny had fun on the roller coaster!

These are pictures from the weekend. We had so much fun at Chuck E. Cheese celebrating Princess' birthday- just us and my mom. It was my mom's first time ever going there! Princess was very excited to be going there for her birthday- that is all she had talked about wanting to do! Nanny (my mom) had problems with getting her luggage- it didn't get here until a day and a half after she got here! Pretty frustrating! So, she had to go out and buy some clothes. We have been having a lot of fun- shopping, eating out, shopping, playing, shopping. Have I mentioned we have been shopping? Zach will have the rest of the week off. We may be heading to New Orleans, maybe to a museum, the aquarium or zoo. Yesterday we went to Mobile, AL for the day. Hopefully we'll get some cool pictures with Nanny & the kiddos someday!

Baptism

Well, I have attempted numerous times to get the video on my blog, but it just is not cooperating! Princess ended up getting very scared before she was baptized- she was afraid she was going to drown! Poor girl! But, she is now a baptized daughter of Jesus Christ! I am SO proud of her! Here are a few pictures!
This is before church and then before she was immersed.


Here she is with Dr. Mike, our pastor. You can tell she's very nervous- she was really clinging onto him! This is our baptized girl- shivering and shaking and still not fully recovered from fear!