In honor of the month I'm changing the look of my blog. This background is called Gracie. How fitting is that, since I've "named" our first baby we lost Grace. I am not sure if this baby was a boy or girl, but everywhere I turned there was something about "grace". It just was fitting to name the baby the name I did. It hasn't been until recently that we've really begun to use the name. Zach wasn't keen on it, not knowing the sex of the baby, but the kids seem to have picked up on the name. I also wanted a blue color, in honor of my boys in heaven, Malachi and Nathaniel. The flowers are just fitting as well. I also asked Hannah to help me and out of the three I found this was our favorite.
Last night I had a really difficult night. Who am I kidding, yesterday was just a hard day- emotionally, hormonally, mommy-wise, etc. This is what I wrote on facebook last night as I had turned out the light and got ready to fall asleep: