I am just in a rut. A serious rut. I feel stuck. I'm so ____ (I don't know the word). I just want to see change in my life. I want to be happy again. Then today the state of Iowa ruled that same-sex marriage is OK. Sick. I sure hope some gay couple doesn't move down the street like happened in Mississippi! This world is so close to hell. I wish the Lord would just take us up in His glory. It would end the sick, perverse things of the world as well as my funky mood. Well, the baby needs me.