This time of year is hard. For a few weeks now Malachi has been on my mind even more than normal. Why? Today. Two years ago today was when we found out our sweet boy was no longer living. I can't help but think about it. It's funny how our minds just know when that time is approaching, you know? I miss my boy. I wonder what it would be like to have a little toddler running around! Who would he look like? But he is in a much better place, for that I am grateful. But it doesn't make the sting go away; the question why. I miss you my sweet Malachi!