Friday, February 13, 2009

i've been waiting for this day...

This time of year is hard. For a few weeks now Malachi has been on my mind even more than normal. Why? Today. Two years ago today was when we found out our sweet boy was no longer living. I can't help but think about it. It's funny how our minds just know when that time is approaching, you know? I miss my boy. I wonder what it would be like to have a little toddler running around! Who would he look like? But he is in a much better place, for that I am grateful. But it doesn't make the sting go away; the question why. I miss you my sweet Malachi!

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

I lost a baby when I was pretty far along and you are right the sting does not go away. Every December 12th I think about it all day. Nothing we can say here on earth except I am so sorry. But our babies are playing together ,along with my sister's two babies, in heaven and they can see Jesus!

Sweet babies in mind,
Gina

Darlene said...

Sweet words Gina. He is also up there with little Ernie.

Kim said...

Makes me sad to hear that. I couldn't even imagine the pain to lose a baby. I'm so sorry. I can only hope and pray your heart and everyone who lost a baby heals. I agree with you, they are in a better place and one day you will see them.